Thank you Albiceleste2010 for the very, very kind words. You are such a good man. And thank you rest of the posters for your discussion and posts. I keep reading them every day; at the very least they help to distract my mind and bring some joy/relief. I so desperately want that we win the Copa and the World Cup, more than ever. My father had been sick for 1.5 years, and three months ago when he could barely talk he said that he wanted to see Messi lift that World Cup with me, like we saw Maradona lift it all those years ago together. I know now that even if Messi lifts that World Cup, I won’t get to share it with my father. This thought leaves me so heartbroken.