I've been trying to get all the positives in my mind since that fateful day against Man Utd, but today is the day that the depression and realisation finally sunk in. I woke up to check the news and found the First round draw of the Carling Cup had pitted us in a mammoth tie against Southend. I didnt even know the draw was imminent, it certainly isn't something I've had to pay attention to for a long time. We're down!! God it's crap. Help me out here PRK, I'm sinking fast today!