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Epikoinos
11 Mar 2005, 11:03 PM
This has been brewing inside my head for a few days now, and while I hardly have the history on this board that many others do, I just felt the need to get it out in writing instead of having it bounce around my brain all day again.

One of my friends is a longtime Man U fan, and after I gave him a hard time about his boys checking out of the CL a day earlier, he came at me Wednesday night. At one point he asked me if I was in mourning.

That phrase stuck with me. Hell no, I wasn't in mourning. Yes, I was disappointed that we didn't get through. But all in all, I feel pretty good about this team right now, all things considered.

But we won the game. We kept our third straight clean sheet. Some of the younger guys -- such as Senderos and Flamini -- continued to show promise while playing in tough circumstances. Henry scored a beautiful goal.

It got me thinking about the season and Arsenal as a whole, and what it means to be a fan -- or supporter. I think I prefer the term supporter, because fan is short for fanatical, which implies some mental imbalance.

I am a supporter, but I do not believe that I have any mental imbalance (even though my wife and my non-soccer friends would disagree). I cannot go a day without hopping online and checking out what is happening with the Gunners. I schedule events around match days. I have plenty of Arsenal gear I proudly wear. But I do not blindly trust everything the team says or does.

For example, I don't like van Persie, at least not what I've seen of him so far. I don't like his attitude, and I don't like that he rarely finishes his many chances -- of course, I'd be plenty happy if he proves me wrong vs. Bolton. And I'm not sure I'm wild about an Arsenal shirt with "Fly Emirates" on it, considering every time I see those words, I think of Chelsea and get angry.

My point here is that I try to be a realist. So to see posts on this board from fans ripping on Henry or calling for Freddie to be pulled in the first half of Wednesday's game, I get angry.

Henry obviously showed up for the match -- but it is hard to be a striker when the ball is stuck in your end. What I love about this sport is that it takes everybody to be successful, not just one player. And yes, Freddie didn't have a good match Wednesday, but he probably has been our best player over the course of the season. To pull either of them in the first half Wednesday wouldn't have made any sense.

As for our defense, I agree it has not been very good this season -- even at times when Sol has been healthy and playing. I believe it does need to be improved over the summer. And goalkeeping has been shaky, but both Lehman and Almunia have shown signs of being No. 1s. But if we all agree the defense is questionable, how can the keepers consistently be blamed? I get the feeling that no matter who our keeper was, he would be ripped whenever a goal was conceded. And even last year, we allowed goals.

But the bottom line is, we still score goals. We're still fun to watch. Counting the Community Shield, we've played 45 matches -- 26 wins, 13 draws and six losses. We're in third place in the Premiership with a shot at second, and still alive in the FA Cup. I think that's great considering all the injuries we've had.

I agree that we should be shooting for first in the Premiership and winning the CL. But you can't have everything all the time. Last season was magical. I hope everyone enjoyed it to its fullest -- I know I did -- because they don't come along very often.

But am I in mourning? Nope. I said it in a post in the dying minutes of the Bayern pbp thread Wednesday, and I'll say it again: I still believe.

I still believe this can be a great season -- wouldn't it be great to finish ahead of Man U, make Chelsea squirm coming down the stretch, raise the FA Cup? I still believe in Arsenal.

So tomorrow morning, I'll roll out of bed at a little before 6 a.m., get my Arsenal shirt on, hop on the couch and flip on the TV. I'll be fired up, just like I am every match day. In mourning? No way.

Whew. That feels better. You can now return to your normal BigSoccer message-board reading and posting. Thanks.

Przybylinski
11 Mar 2005, 11:26 PM
Sounds like you have the typical issues of a Gooner. Glad you found the boards and will spend several more hours reading through all the threads and commenting yourself.

Many of us set our schedules around when Arsenal play. As you continue to read threads you will see plenty of people who actually schedule everthing around Arsenal and those are the ones who go to every game home and away ( Rick B) being one of them.

A Wisconsin Gooner - good to see. I grew up there and will always remain a Packer Fan. :D

babyduck85
12 Mar 2005, 02:37 AM
Nice post. I think that's how most of us feel. I was not devastated by the last game and not even by the fact that we aren't in the CL simply because I saw it coming. We haven't got our defense sorted and we just don't have enough depth in our squad. But like you said, I'm still a proud Gooner and I'm pretty sure I always will be. I can definitely see me at 88 flying to London to catch their games or drinking out of my AFC coffee mug.

For me, this club does more than just play good football. They honestly do give me joy and even peace of mind for a couple of hours (assuming the game goes well ;) ). It's something that I've never had before. I sometimes can't believe I've only loved soccer for 3 years; it feels like such a part of me.

Okay, enough of the sentimental stuff. Basically, I think this is the best club in the world. I love 'em and I'll definitely be watching tonight hoping for the best.

yossarian
12 Mar 2005, 09:23 AM
Some good points but I don't recall people really bashing Henry for his performance on Wednesday. I think most believe he played well considering the lack of service.

As for the general complaints about the way the season's gone......eh, that's part of being on an internet board and part of being a supporter of a club that DOES NOT want to settle for second best in any competition. Is it realistic to think we should always win? Of course not but...at least for me....part of being a Gunner is high expectations and a bit of disappointment when they aren't met.

juice013
12 Mar 2005, 01:28 PM
I must be a fanatic. I love watching football, but if Arsenal are playing, I rarely enjoy it since I get so nervous if they're up by anything less than two goals. Despite this, I wasn't in mourning after the match on Wednesday either. Just like you, Epikoinos, I believe. This squad is so young and has great potential. With just a few new players, Arsenal will be ready to compete on the three major stages next year. It's funny that so many of us are down about this season, yet we'll probably see the same amount of trophies won this year as we did last year.

No1ArsenalFan
12 Mar 2005, 02:33 PM
I will probably be saying things that have already been said but i cannot understand this Arsenal team.

We went unbeatan last season with a team almost exactly like the one we have got now.

We should be getting to the final of the Champions League at least once.

We should be challenging for the title every season.

We should be getting far in the FA Cup.

The team we have got at the moment is good enough to do all of this.

That being said though we have been very unlucky with injuries and people not wanting to be at arsenal anymore - Gilberto, Edu, Campbell, Ashley Cole and Jose Antonio Reyes and from the way he is playing Patrick Vieira.

Because of the injuries we have not been able to field a first team squad all season how unlucky is that.

From all this information we are doign well third in the league quarter final of champions league and semi final of FA Cup that is brilliant for a team not being able to field their first team squad at all this season.

No1ArsenalFan