Random Thoughts

[RevGrlSka96]

-Alright, it's my turn to weigh in on all of this. I agree with Zach. Surprise, surprise there. He, of course, could have said things a little better but that's Zach. The thing is if you guys were my real friends in real life I would have told you to shut the ************ up by now. The things you guys complain about is ridiculous. Cindy saying something about ONLY getting a half an hour break for her five hour shift is lame. Welcome to the real world. I feel like a fool for complaining about getting a half an hour lunch after an eight and a half hour shift. Just little things like that where if you would have told me that to my face and were one of my close friends I would have laughed and been like get real.

About the relationship...it's like you compare your relationship to ours(and by ours I mean mine and Zach's and Justin's and Priscilla's, although I'm not speaking for them AT ALL!!!) and you have no clue. You have no clue how it is to actually miss having them near you because you've never had that. You don't know how it is to have them in your everyday life because your families bearly know a thing about each other. It's hard for me and Zach to get together, still. Even if we were an entire country apart, we would have seen each other a few times at least. I know for sure I wouldn't have spent the first part of the year wishing I was with him and doing absolutely NOTHING about it. I would have gotten a job ASAP. The four of us have to put actual effort into this relationship while it's pretty apparent that you guys haven't because if you had you would have at least MET by now. That's why it's frustrating to hear you guys complain about how much you miss each other when you just have no clue.

This isn't hate coming out of me it's just frustration. When Zach wrote in his e-mail to you guys about he had no idea what he was talking about when he talked that ************, it's kind of the same thing except the other way around. You guys have no clue what it takes to put a real relationship together. I'm not doubing your feelings for each other. I had a crush on Zach before we even met, but I wouldn't have called him my boyfriend. How can you call someone your boyfriend who you've never been around? I never completely understood that.

It's just all built up. I've been telling Zach about my frustrations over this and he's like, "well, welcome to how i've been for the past few months." I know we could stop readin the thread, but there are quality people and things I like to read so for a while I could ignore it. It's just to the point of being ridiculous. Having to read stuff about you guys is hard because you guys honestly don't do much besides work part time and sit and talk online late at night. You don't pay bills, you don't have money and sometimes you guys talk like it's the end of the world because something small happened.

I think I'm finished. I'm not going to apologize for anything I've said because it's what's on my mind.

And since I'm speaking my mind, anyone else want to say Zach sucks?!?! Yeah, what now?;)

[Courtney]

Zach sucks.


Muwahahahaha!

[RevGrlSka96]

-Oh no you din't. Biotch, you want to throw down cause I'll bout ready to throw down. Sheet!

[alf]

C'mon Sam. We all know Zach sucks.

[Courtney]

Originally posted by RevGrlSka96
-Oh no you din't. Biotch, you want to throw down cause I'll bout ready to throw down. Sheet!

Look girl, I know you ain't even tryin' to step cos I know you can't back up dat talk you got. *snaps fingers and moves my neck around all funky*

[RevGrlSka96]

-Really now people, you're getting on my nerves. You can't say Zach sucks until you've met him.

-Which, I guess gives Courtney permission to say he sucks.

-Addemdum(spelled that so wrong):You can't say he sucks until you've met him mulitiple times. Yeah, or something like that.

[RevGrlSka96]

I swear girl, if you make me take off my nails I am going to beat you like your pimp never did! You ain't my mama! And if you be gettin blood on my my K-Swiss I swear you'll be out like B.I.G, god bless his soul.

[Pack87Man]

-I lost BigSoccer Posts. Oh no, I'm going to go ballistic. Me and my not even 100 posts.

-God this town sucks. I am living in a small Iowa town of 3,000, having moved here two weeks before school started last year. I officially know no one, and so this summer has been pretty much hell from the start. I never thought I'd be so anxious for school to start again.

-On another note, for as much as this town sucks, my jobs absolutely rock. I work for a class A minor league baseball team, and it's a blast. I also umpire Youth Baseball, and that's a lot of fun as well. I still want school to start again though.

-As bad as midweek games are for MLS, I'd still rather have those than US Open Cup games. A week between games rather sucks.

-I still haven't decided on that $30 thing. I have to wait until I get my computer back at the very least, but the no server backup thing is extremely tempting. It's amazing how much time I can spend here even while rarely posting.

-Red Hot Chili Peppers album is good, even if it is mellower than what I was expecting. One of the songs sounds like it should have been done by Sublime.

-Did I mention I want school to start?

-I know none of you in real life, but to me this whole Zach thing sounds like a bunch of stuff that should have been let go that has grown way too far. My advice to anyone involved is to leave everything be, and don't tell each other that you suck.

-On that note, you all suck.

-Not really, but I wanted to post that anyway.

-I saw a guy wearing a France '98 style Tshirt and hat at work. I talked to him and it rocked. No one around here knows how monumental the USA was.

-My mother is yelling at me. So this is the end of the post.

-Fjord.

[TheSlipperyOne]

Originally posted by RevGrlSka96

Blah, blah, blah.


If people (IE: Zach & now apparently you) are going to get this worked up over other people's relationship and then say so on a thread where the said people post quite often you sure as hell better expect a response.

When it comes to J & Cindy, Justin & Priscilla or you and Zach posting about or to each other it's pretty easy to not read. That's what I do.

I met Zach and thought he was an ok guy, but alot of people here haven't and when he acts like a dick to most people on the board, everyone will see it and that's what people will think of him.

Alot of joking goes on here, but whenever Zach seems to chime in it seems alot more like meanness for meanness sake. Nobody needs that.

We even tolerate Aimer on this thread, but I'm glad I won't have to see Zach being a dick to people here anymore.

- What am I going to do with 40 subscriptions to Vibe?

[LizAFC]

-I don't know anything about Zach or this whole thing so I'm going to stay out of it.
-I love nail polish.
-I love Graz.
-My 2 yr-old cousin is soo cute. I say "Arsenal" and she replies with "Double!" (though it sounds more like "Duh-bo")..I'm going to start taking her to Quakes games.
-Moose, wear the pants!

[Own Goal Hat-Trick]

crap.

[Own Goal Hat-Trick]

actually... ok... real thoughts...

i want to move to dc. badly.

no, really, i do.

and...

i got cunninghams jersey tonight, its cool, its the new grey/silver one, the one thats selling for $95 in the shop. awesome. i rule.

uhm. other than that, i hate things right now. ********

[79United]

Have you ever started school after a break and after the first week you already feel helplessly behind???? I've only been back in class for a week and a half and I'm already getting my @ss kicked relentlessly.

TS.

[Own Goal Hat-Trick]

Originally posted by LizAFC
My 2 yr-old cousin is soo cute. I say "Arsenal" and she replies with "Double!" (though it sounds more like "Duh-bo")..I'm going to start taking her to Quakes games.

im sorry, you have ruined that childs life.

[LizAFC]

Originally posted by Own Goal Hat-Trick

im sorry, you have ruined that childs life.

Nope, on the contrary, I have enriched it. Gotta teach 'em young!

[TheSlipperyOne]

Originally posted by LizAFC

Nope, on the contrary, I have enriched it. Gotta teach 'em young!

Exactly. Liz if we ever have a baby boy how about we name him Dennis? ;)

- There's some live Jimmy Eat World show on MTV right now. I wonder what that's all about.

[boots15]

Dear God, you people bicker and disagree with each other in here like my family does at holidays, sure it's amusing to read, but you are giving me flashbacks....

[LizAFC]

Originally posted by TheSlipperyOne

Exactly. Liz if we ever have a baby boy how about we name him Dennis? ;)

Hell yeah!! I have actually already been planning this for quite some time..good thing you won't argue with me.

[spider_kin]

let me start by reposting the post i just added in xtratime refugee thread...

you know zach. i don't know **** about you, and i don't want to know it. i have not ever said anything about you, i wasn't saying that bigsoccer ppl are stupid and **** like that. i was making a comment that it was ironic that it went down after they promised no more problems for paying members. yeah.

i would send bad vibes your way if i was that kind. you really hurt with your comments. i WAS joking. you should have noticed the damn smilies, yeah?

i have **** enough in my life, just like nearly everyone else. i finally get time to get online and catch up with friends... physically i am unable to get online much. i hate that enough. don't make me feel more like **** when i DO get on. there must be some good sides to you because sam is hellu in love with you. i respect that and i'm going to accept it. i'm just sayin that you need to watch your words to random people when pissed at one person. comprends?

now let me continue...

unfortunately, i hardly ever talk to cindy or sam or even j. anymore... and i'm only really in contact with brian (captain splarg) and courtney when i get on aim.

i'm having a PRETTY DAYAM BAD time in my life right now. and i'm sick of it. i don't want to talk about it. and i don't need to be made feel even more like ************ by people i have met for three minutes during a us nats game in which, in that three minutes, the only person out of the entire group of you to treat me like a human of any worth was pete. the rest of that group looked at me like i was scum and not worth their time. maybe you all didn't mean it that way, but it def came across that way...

wait... was j. standing in that group??? i think he was a little aways, but with them, so TWO people outta that whole group.

yeah. i was a little hurt by that.

i'm not getting..

no i dayam well am getting into this.

you want random thoughts, i'll give you goddayam random thoughts!!! ha!

~i feel like not a single dayam one of you wants me to post here
~i feel like i'm worthless because i cannot physically type for long and don't have the money to buy software, and don't know why, but i won't make my dad pay for it.
~i am not a spoilt little rich bitch, even if i am my dad's little princess, which i goddayam well am!!! i'm not taking his money i'm doing it on my own.
~ you want complaining about jobs? hows this. i wake up with needles shooting through my wrists, i get up and i go to a job that my doctor told me i was banned from working if i want to get better. i feel like crap and i have huge pain in my hands. i smile i go on with life and i tell no one jack sheet. then i go home and i sit down doing nothing because there isn't anything i CAN EFFIN DO without my hands, i can't even go on a friggin bike ride anymore because it hurts like a mo'fo biyatch! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

then i finally get so bored and full of selfhating and loathing and all that bad stuff that i go online to try and lose myself in talking to friends..

then i get chewed out by some ass that i've never met who is just chewing me out because i happen to be posting in a thread of someone he is peeved with. then, nearly crying because it is just the last dayam straw of my day. i go to work. i drop things. i painfully make coffees for unappreciative arse-oles and i keep smiling. i never tell anyone... i make sure that place is spotless and i then drive 2hours to my home in lowell to see the cat that i never get to see because i live at home and no matter how much i want to follow doctor's orders i need a goddayam job to pay for my schooling because i'm not letting my dad do it!

now you want to bitch me out, do it about me and tell me what is the dayam problem. don't make me feel like ************ because i happen to find amusement in the irony.

get a f***in life!!!!!!!


i'm watching mtv
i'm talking to splargy
i'm sheet tired.
i'm sorry i'm such a bitch. i must be one, because everyone ends up ignoring me and that must mean that i'm mean and horrible and a bitch. and not worth your time. so f' y'all. i'm so dayam through with this sheet for now. i'm not even going to get into what else is wrong other than my wrists... if i did, this thign wouldn't end for another three hours and i'm already cramping up so badly it's going to take a couple of days to relax my wrists.


lucky i have tomorrow off

yeah. f you.

and yeah. i'm hostile.


j. sorry to bring all that sheet in here, but i needed to get it out. sorry.

[TexanSoccer06]

Originally posted by TheSlipperyOne

There's some live Jimmy Eat World show on MTV right now. I wonder what that's all about. Tape that ************!

My take on this: I think Pete's right. Zach comes in here and acts like a dick for no reason whatsoever. I'm pretty sure J and Cindy have done nothing to him. Zach, as far as you bitching about people bitching, I dont know where thats gonna get you, your just gonna look like the dick you are. You may be the nicest guy in the world in real life, but the vibes you're sending in here (which you probably dont give a ************ about) are that you are a ************ing *********************. The whole time you've posted in RT's, you haven't really said anything positive to anyone. Whats the point of that? Anyways I know you dont care what I think, but personally I'm glad you wont be posting here anymore.