SMH. at 3:29 "No se que va a pasar, si voy a ir, o si no voy a ir en el futuro." So personal problems are going to keep you out for the foreseeable future? This reeks of it being something that could be fixed, but he is being stubborn. Be a man, either suck it up and resolve your problem or say you won't play for the NT. Its that simple, this BS about maybe maybe not is child's play.